NevEr StOp Luv|ng You

YoZzZ peeepsss~~~!!!!

2006-05-12T01:00:00.000-07:00

hahas harlow ppl..long time nv blog ler wors..hahas..been a tiring week..recently someone i know one of her fren got cancer >.<..hais...life is so unpredictable man...like this tio means tio ...buy 4d also not so lucky...zzzz....okies enuff about that...a cute cat appeared at the front my my house that day when i came back at 12 am wahahs..super cute man..greyish-white color de..lolx!!...hahas
hmms..todae went to sch..den had this lame 4 hours break =.=...teacher ended lesson earlier becuz he wanted to eat wif another teacher..lolx!!..den play Daytona and Marvel Super Hero vs capcom in the lab for 4 hours....after that went to mit honey...had a quarrel...both wasn't in a gd mood..but we managed to talk things out now hao lers...must talk things out de...cannot both side also angry den dun talk...not healthy...mm yahs..went to plaza singapura...had KFC wif her..lolx...was super super hungry when i reached there..like gastric liao...dots man..
hmms recently got so many new movies anyone got any movies to intro mahs?? i wan go watch movie lolx..super boring man...must find "kaki" go also wahahahs...
projects projects projects..now is the seasons of projects..i guess mani of u out there also the same bahs..only some now holiday so shiok >.< exam over ler..hahas..all the timings so weird one..exam over..den now we having the most stressful period of our time in school..wth man...
hmms was suppose to go Sentosa tml but something cropped out den ended cannot go ler...hahas...but nvm soon will go again!..must tan liao..getting whiter and whiter man...
okies i stop here for now....
HAPPY VESAK DAY PPL!!wahahhas..lolx...enjoy your holidays tml!!...for those who have project like me >.<..do ur best!!..take care ppl =D

Things are changing ...Aren't they?

2006-04-29T07:16:00.001-07:00

Lost and hrtbroken...how does that reflect in peoples heart?
Maybe this is the end, slowly it will just fade away or will it strengthen?
i don't know anymore...things i used to do...i dunno wat to do now...how to feel...
perhaps 1 day u will understand...

hahas...back to blog again...

2006-04-06T09:48:00.000-07:00

hiie people...been a while..now still holidays arhs!..lol...fun man...hmms...these few weeks were uncertain and painful weeks..but i am still alive and kicking!!..mm my bday coming wors!!..rmb @_@..15 april..my gifts!!...hahas..recently met 2 frens to play dota with online everyday until 5am..hahas cheryl and vivian!..yoss...see i nv 4get u 2..lol..=/...haahs..todae went to fetch dearie after sch and went shopping for her working stuffs..hmm after that went out with friends to play lan gaming...oh ya..and met an insurance agent before that >.<...headache man..haahs..mms...have never been in touch with many of you peeps out there for a long time yah...its ok! sch reopening soon..hahas we will reunite in school again!!... viv: hey..dun always so sad lahs u...help people den ownself so sad...must cheer up kkes...hmm and thanks wors..listen to my problems ^_^..must buck up in dota!!...and own everyone...yahs..also dun slp so late =.= 9 am..lol..walking zombie!=P... che: dun bully viv ler!!...i know u do >.<..lol...been fun gaming with u 2 until early in the morning..hahas..finally got gd gaming peeps that are really hardcore!...lol... dearie: hais..dearie..u still thinking abt the memories mahs..nowadays i can't feel the sweetness lers..i don't know why..i am sad inside...but i always try to appear happy in front of u..i hope u can understand my feelings..sometimes i dunno wat to do when u are suddenly cold to me and then tell me u thinking about him...i hope that it will really pass quickly..i am breaking down soon..>.<..mm dun overwork yourself kkaes..u work and work non stop de muz rmb take time off to pei me also...later we both keep on busy den totally no time for each other..that will be unimaginable @_@...

headquarters: oie u monkey la..=.= anyhow jump ger..lolx...not part time job ok!!lolx..must really get serious man dun always monkey around liao...not young already...hahahas..

okies signing off peeps!!..take care

hiiez people...!! been a while yah..

2006-03-21T00:31:00.000-08:00

Happenings:

yos people been quite a while since i update my blog...alot of things happened!!..lol worst thing tomorrow results liao....hmm todae went to meet darling fetch her from sch..lol her mum birthday...den darling got a swensens ice cream cake and a bouquet of flowers for her mum..haha..sweet right..lol..if only i did that =.= ( dun think will ever happen only a card or smth useful maybe)..LOLz...well..its still in the midst of the holidays!!.many of my friends are having attachment liaos..sian man...i study first they attachment first..going out is becoming a hassle(problem =D)..hopefully when i attachment not so boring like some of my frens..and not studying also >.<..lol..hmm i also heard some of u peeps going overseas wors!!..MUST buy present arhs for me..RMB!!!.. lol =x...now having a stupid ucler..zz sux man..eat also pain drink water also pain..must be the hot weather..people out there!! remember to drink lots of water and avoid fried stuffs if possible..unless u wan ucler den i have nothing to say...mm hahas...new curtain in my room ler!!..lol...looks simple and plain NICE!!...haha...and some fragrant scent lavender candle in my room in which i dunno how to use yet..i will know it sooner or later..hahaas..hmms..my birthday is coming up =xxx if those of u that forgot its APRIL 15 !!!..bwahahha...

to darling : hmms sry abt accidentally reading that email..but can maybe tell me what does it mean?becuz i dunno what to feel or say when i saw that...i dun wanna anyhow think in my mind becuz i know it will just get worst..and..stop thinking abt the past!..it just hurts me and u..and in the process..somehow...draw us apart..i dunno how to sae but..can just forget about the past and look forward mah?...being dragged behind by the past will lead u to learning nothing new and being back at square one(meaning the start of nothing)...i will always be there for u just tell me anything all ur problems..and please dun hide anything from me..if there is anything just say whether good or bad its ok..i will listen and go along to help you with it..i wan u to be honest with me and i will to you also..becuz i wan this to work out for the both of us.. =D..
i love ya lotsxxx..

to frens: sorry ya some of ur bday i forgot LOL...i will try to rmb to buy presents for u peeps..cuz i also wan for my bday Bwhahaahaha!!..lolx..okok take care you peeps signing off anything u know wat to do ya..call me or text me =)..

Hard day..

2006-01-22T07:49:00.002-08:00

woke up 8 in the morning...had to go and visit my grandmother as she juz got discharged frmo the hospital again..haix her health is getting poorer...with my headache still there..i still had to wake up to see my grandma...it was what i should do...after that came home...was rushing for time..and lunch was so lousy...didn't eat much of it...that was my only decent meal for the rest of the day..rushed to the bus stop..and missed 72...the idiot uncle didn't want to stop the bus for me..haiz...ok after that...when to work as a surveyor at tampines mall...wasn't easy with all the requirements but still went through with it...a new environment of working perspective..met a few terrible surveyees but there was 1 case whereby that person tore my ticket in front of me...i was so mad..but didn't want to do anything...couldn't be bothered to with me still having a bad headache...asp.net project still not done at this time...haix...trying to rush now if possible...all i could say was what a unlucky day i had...nothing went the way i wanted...is this what it meant to be...i don't know...well kkez i write till here lers...hahas...happi reading my suey day...=)...t.c

harlow peeps...

2006-01-12T07:59:00.001-08:00

its the 13th of january...the blog date abit siao siao..hahaz...hmm todae was rather boring in sch..saw a few friends quite long never see lers..den talk abit...got Bleach edpisode 1 - 63 !!..haha all thx to wei qiang and his hard disk drive..lol..really watch already addicted...then tomorrow i still got test ...no mood to study T_T die arh...
hahaz...okiez got home...was chatting wif a few friends...weird day manage to catch up wiv so many people i didn't talk to for quite a long time...it was nice to know they were all doing well...thanks for the concern peeps..=D...
mm after that chat wif darling until...mm forget the time lers..quite late..hahaz..she also busy wif her sch work...den tml still got her orientation cannot see her lers T_T...sobz sobz~...
okiez i write till here...i might update again real soon!!..

cp: hey remember my chocolate arh!!...oh yahz and ur injury..better take gd care of yourself...ur spirit for dancing i respect!~..hahaz..jia you in everything you do...

hiz everyone..

2006-01-11T18:45:00.001-08:00

its a new year lers...hahaz...hope many of you out there are having a good start of the year..
hmmz..haaa these few months i never contact with many of you guys and gals..sry worz..hahaz got my hands tied up in things...will get back to you all soon enough!!...hahaz....
ok went to sch until 3 as got test from 1-3...die liao the test...thought can copy end up no chance..lol...sianz..den was suppose to mit sk and bran to play pool but they end up busy so never play lers..change date...went to meet darling at amk to eat and walk walk a while...
den go give tuition to a friend's kids but they were unwell so went home...okies thats wat happen yesterday nth much..oh yahs..got flu!..lolx.. >.<...irritating flu making my head so pain..

well some people ask how is me and her...haha..well i can say that i hope that we can always be sweet..but sometimes..she makes me feel insecure also...i feel hurtz at times but don't want to show out...my confidence level has dropped...giving so much but not getting as much in return...haix...but..nevertheless i still will cherish her wif all my heart...hees ~....
Sweetness is never enternal
Its the heart that counts
If it can be so easily destroyed by just a few things people say or ask...
What faith do you have?
Hope that u understand how i feel towards u...i don't ask much but don't ask little too..
hees~

haiz..

2005-11-08T21:31:00.001-08:00

updating in the afternoon harlow peeps...feeling down at the moment...i thought could celebrate todae wif darling...our day...haiz..there was these bad nightmare about 2 days ago..now i am feeling so lost ....sad also...i just wanted a simple day wif her...but it turned out bad...
how i wish she can pamper me abit...hong hong me...but her sms reply..haiz now i feel so lost...and helpless...guys...school has started...do your best in your studies!!...jia you everyone...any tips or information must share wif me hor!!..dun forget me..hahaz...hmmz..my class is good..everyone is helpful...quite funny people...
haiz i think i'll update soon again...now dun feel like typing lers...
take care everyone!!

Feeling tired...

2005-11-07T06:35:00.000-08:00

hi peeps...its been long since i updated yahz...many things happen...hahaz...hmmz..quite happy darling found a job that she likes alot ler..see she quite happy and enthusiastic todae..ahaz..i felt happy toohz...mm...but dunno why nowadays keep feeling tired...so boring...everyday is like the same thing...todae...hmmz went school in the morning...didn't know no lessons in the morning..lolz..den my 2 frens and me...in school walking around...den decided go ang mo kio...eat liaoz play pool...had like 2 hours plus nothing to do...hahaz...den after that went back for the lecture..1 lesson..talking all the way inside..lolz...boring lecture...hmz...after school ...went to meet her...hahaz...she so cute stop wrong stop den i walk backwards meet in the middle...hahaz..hmmz ya den she went for interview...1 at amk 1 at bugis...the amk one is nonsense..still must fork out own money before earning...bugis one sounded easy and reasonable hahaz den she took it up...hmmz..after that went to walk around...eat stuffs...den go home lers...todae..was rather tiring...hmmz okiez i will update soon again peeps!!..gd luck and take care !!

>.<...making wrong decisions...

2005-10-02T06:43:00.001-07:00

what a tough past 2 days i had...made so many wrong decisions..about my in-game guild, causing so many problems...sorry people...if i ever knew this would happen, i would have never chosen this path...i thought i could make things better...but i guessed wrong...really sorry people...anyone that i have offended i'm sry...i think in future i will not make anymore of this kind of decision..it has lead to misery of so many people...
Went to chalet yesterday night...BBQ ~..lots of chicken wings...hahaz..but after that..it became abit boring lol..so ended leaving the chalet at around 2 plus towards lan shop...hahaz too bored liao...sry couldn't stay over >.<...still feeling abit bad...was fun that there could be a old gathering among us friends...been long since so many came together..although there wasn't the entire class present but it was still cool...
Todae stayed at home the entire day..only went to kovan in the morning to buy some stuffs...hahaz...well after that in front of computer...doing my usual stuffs..chat and gaming until night time when we had our mini teppanyaki at home...okiez...hahaz..boring day!...okiez i stop here...nothing much to talk about..will update again soon..

a sweet day...

2005-09-23T06:34:00.001-07:00

finally exams are over..and can rest no need to have soo much stress about school work...
todae slept only 4 hours lolx! was out last night until quite late...hmmz...after that..went to lao po sch to fetch her..hahaz...we cooked pork chop and chicken chop together!!.hahaz..was cool...adding all kinds of stuffs as the sauce..it came out quite nicely done..hahaz..tasted nice...
okiez after that...she did her work...den i watch dvd...nth much happened hahaz..was at hme most of the time...wahz..sian man..club momo was yesterdae den i didn't know..liewz..hahaz..end up nv go...sianz sianz...wasted..lol...hmmz...anyone wan go ktv mahz!!!....hahaz...okiez i stop writing here first will update again real soon!!!...t.c peeps..

darling: really we must have faith and trust in each other...to make it right...u know how i feel towards u and wad i will not do to dui bu qi ni...will alwaez be dere for u!!!...muacks...

Slack day

2005-09-05T19:32:00.000-07:00

From the morning all the way...besides the ECPJ(e-commerce) project, i woke up, did everything slowly... hahaz practically the entire morning was slow and as usual...well went to prepare for sch...ate the stupid bread again...when i was on the bus...i put my bag on the 2nd seat beside me liao..den got other space ppl dun sit die die must sit at my seat..zzz...den nvm hahaz slept after that throughout the journey...while walking from the interchange to school, saw candice hahaz...knew her recently..had a nice short chat with her...hahaz...after tat...when up to my practical lab room at level 4...was the earliest one in my group to arrive =.=...didn't know my group started at 10.30..haha..so spent my time talking with darlin on the phone hahaz...she bored arhz at work hahaz..den help her solve her boredom!...okiez den talk until about 10.25 went for my group presentation...teacher was quite happy with the overall but why did my 'ADD' session nv work!!!!...arghz....hate integration...sadness man...well after that demoralise a while...den the next lesson was at 3! business environment...so we 5 guys went to play arcade and billard to waste our time away hahaz almost didn't had time to play billiard due to playing KOF...5 ppl at 1 machine..cute man haha...the lecture was rather boring at 3...was only interested in the tips for the exam...after that went home ler..rest liaoz den went online...hahaz..tats about it...write again soon!

lao po: jia you in your cheerleading worz!!..i know its tough on u, but i know u can do it!!...i look forward to ur photos =D..hehez...and u often tired easily...rmb rest whenever possible and drink lots of water...water! not green tea hahaz..

what a tiring dae in school....

2005-08-31T01:53:00.000-07:00

hi peeps...didn't update my blog for quite a while ler...hahaz..was quite busy with projects stuffs...sianz man..finally most of it ended...left ASP !!...hardest of all >.<...this project made me spend so much time and brain power on it...well todae went to cut hair in the morning hahaz...from right side now change to left..lol...weird man my hair so short now...went with 2 other classmates (namely my ally and his external member) haha....think no one understands right??.hahaha nvm this one they see know can liaoz not impt hahaz...well we went too early..so decided to eat at delifrance...almost ate at mac heng we change...well after tat cut ler pia back to school for lecture..luckily teacher give chance attendence still taken even though we were late for 10 mins...hahaz..after that..boring tutorials and etc...den finally my business environment presentation!!!!...was so nervous before that hahaz...well..it didn't went as well as i thought it would..tutor alot of comments...hahaz...after tat...suddenly mood weird liao...zzzz totally no mood for many things...den face no expression for the next few lessons haha..
don't think anyone noticed...hehe..anyway not impt...after that..too tired liao went hme...hahaz..throughout my dae in school i and lao po were communicating mainly by sms...hahaz...she is so supportive hahaz...she ROX man!!!..hahaz...well ok after that go hme..and do my stuffs at night talk on phone with lao po for...1 hour or so??..hahaz..we had many things to sae lolx...power!!!..hahaz...yay tml going out with her ler...cannot wait for the time to past faster...den can see faster hehe....okiez i stop here liaoz..tml i will update again!!!!...
Take care peeps!!!!

lao po: u have been the best thing that happened to me. don't think of other things...as u know how i feel towards u and how i will treat u...hehex...

Happiness todae!!...

2005-08-27T00:44:00.000-07:00

Hi guys..didn't update for quite a while hahaz...been rather busy...and sort of tired...so many projects to deal with and each had their own problems...irritating projects..if dun have them...den it would be much easier in school lers...well went to school at 11 am to do my project..was quite difficult to find computer...and given the fact that i had things on in the afternoon...it was totally time constraining man!!...haha...well after doing all that i could, left school at about 2.30...weird man hahaz..got ger come and talk to me den the zz thing is i dun even know that ger..lol..weird stuffs happening...lolx..well more friends in school ler!!..haha...
went to meet lao po at hougang interchang at 3.10..hahaz i was late for 10 mins ..hehe..was so glad to see her after so many days..missed her so much...she was with her friend..toohz..and they were going into some sort of business activity...we 3 went to boon keng mrt....den went to take bus 21..only to find out that we took the wrong direction!!..haha...so we took back..finally reach...rather dissapointing to hear the cost price of the product!!.hahaz...was told tat it was expensive...i think the auntie trying to charge us higher...!!...jian auntie..lol...hmmz my lao po and her fren discussed with the auntie abt the business products until about 6..den we decided to leave..hahaz..den the rest of the dae was ours!!..hehe..had alot of fun with lao po...was great to be able to spend time with her..even though it was so short but it was meaningful!!...that added much happiness to my day...hahaz...kkez tats abt wat happened to me todae!!..hahaz..Take Care peeps!!..

hizz people...

2005-08-21T14:33:00.000-07:00

hahz a few dats never update le...been rather bz doing things...hahaz...have been receiving weird phone calls from unkown phone numbers for the past 2 days...ppl calling and askin if i called them..asking for my name...=.= dot dot dot...thursday was a rather ordinary day...stayed at home and tried to study but couldn't lol...friday went out with lao po...had fun with her...she followed me to lan shop at night wor!! den see me play my A3 hahaz...could see it was quite boring for her so after my event we left that place...stupid lan shop i play 1 hour 5 mins tell me $4..ka my money!!!...lolx den yesterdae was suppose to go out with her toohz..but somthing happened den cannot ler...>.<>
Well todae morning went to meet lao po to have brunch ( breakfast + lunch ) lol !...quite happy to see her..hahaz...but den my drowsiness make me feel so tired...
ok i type till here...will update again soon !!...hope no more of those weird phone calls come ...zzz...
I hate ASP!!!!!

wad a sick but wonderful day i had....(pictures from carnival!!)

2005-08-17T22:34:00.000-07:00

hahaz...above are the pics from the marina carnival with lao po!!..lol more than 1 haha....

Well today was a very sick morning for me...entire day had headache and serious cough..den my voice started to fade away.....had iptn test todae..was rather easy as had my ally(Wei siong) beside me lol...juz turn my head and look for answers can liao hahaha!!...after that we went to do the stupid feedback form..waste time de...anyhow click all disagree can liao...sianz...den after that me...stef..mei ling...my ally!!..we 4 went to origami session...i and my ally left the origami session at 4 as we both had things to attend to...after the origami session in school , i headed towards my area to meet my lao po...she came all the way to zao gu wo!!!...i so touched...hahaz...den went to see doctor...got MC wor..!!..tml i gonna abuse liao..lol...okok hahaz this was my dae....rmb to see the pics on top !!!..hahaz i so proud of it...

lao po : thanks for coming all the way to my house today just to take care of me...i appreciate it very much...i keep wondering if it was a good day for u with me as i was sick...den my voice confirm sounds very irritating one...hahaz but den u ren and ren....i dun mind u suan me dehz..hahaz...u often headache muz careful worz...anything must tell me den i can take care of you also....

a sick dae...

2005-08-16T22:32:00.000-07:00

woke up suddenly had slight cough....was feeling drowsy..but still had to go to school no matter what...took my jacket with me as i knew i would be trembling in school with the condition i am in...when reach school ler...went to find my fren do abit of project...end up nv do zzz a few ppl nv come den we delay until nv do lol...sianz man...the cough was totally dragging my day down...lao po called me during my first break and i was so glad to hear her voice...especially at this point of time when i am sick...it was soothing and comfortable to my ears...well went on to my next class after the break and got back my results for my business environment..as expected failed ! 17.5/40..nv study is like tat lol...dey bluff ppl de sae will moderate 17,18 to pass...end up never moderate me!!!!well didn't really care much about that...skipped my last 2 lecture and went home at 6 plus as i had a big headache and felt abit dizzy...
go home liao went to sleep until 9 den come online ler!!...nth much happened thanks to the stupid cough!!...

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

lao po: hahaz tml can see u ler!!! i so happy..but then i scared i pass my cough to u....haiz..later i make u sick i will feel so...zzzz inside....hopefully tonight i rest den tomorrow willl feel much better...i felt ur concern for me thanks alotx...hahaz...the water with salt de quite ok lahz..haha i didn't cough as much after drinking that...but it was still quite bad...>.<>

A day turned out fine....

2005-08-15T21:07:00.000-07:00

what a bad day that started....me being sick...loads of work ,projects and teacher nagging in school..i couldn't take all of it at once...and a sudden bad headache struck me...didn't have a gd day until after school when i went to meet my lao po !!..hahaz...she also bad mood todae arhz...but den managed to make her laugh abit...lol..thru my lameness...i went with her to compasspoint and she made for me porridge!!!her first time worz!!..i totally cherish and appreciate her effort to do the porridge...even though she wasn't feeling well herself, she still made it for me and come out meet....>.<>
so after that...she brought my home..hahaz...but den end up i bring her home instead lolx...we so cute deh...haha...ended quite well...and my fever and headache had much of subsided...

lao po : thank you lao po for ur porridge...you did that just for me and i am so happy beyond words...we will stay together forever!!...hehez...yong yuan zai yi qi bu fen li...

harlow people!!

2005-08-14T04:40:00.000-07:00

Hahaz this is the first day my blog is created!!..might not be fanciful but...still in the midst of making it look nice...such a boring day..so my lao po asked me to create a blog...hahaz...
but when i got to the www.blogspot.com page...it was in chinese...i had difficulties trying to understand where to type what...but my lao po helped me and my basic blog is finally up !!!...
thanks lao po....haahz....wat a boring day...didn't feel well in the afternoon headache and aches all over...wanted go out but dunno where to go....
ok i stop here hahaz..i will try to as often as i can update my blog...
i miss my lao po alotx >.<...